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Message from: Sammy, 23 Aug 04

Subject: My grandad

My grandad died last month its as though ive only just relised that hes gone. at first i was relieved that he couldnt suffer anymore but now i miss him so much. one min im gald he cant suffer ne more but the next i want him back so badly. did ne 1 else feel like this?

Subject:reply for 413

my grandad took it very very very hard after the dead of my mum,dad my 3 sisters and my 2 brothers they die on christmas 6 years in a car crase he was not eatin and then being very sick for years after then 2 years a go he when in to care and dead 4 weeks later i cry most night because i really miss them all the time but then i think they r all up there with eash other so they will be happy and i know they are look over me every day and want me to b happy lots of love from abbie xoxo

Subject:Same!

My Granddad has just died of lung cancer and my nanna can not cope. I hate it. It is really bad sometimes.But I try to bottle it up which really does not help. Trust me.

Subject:ur not alone

hun ur not alone
my grandad died on 17th october 2003
i still cant belive hes gone i miss him so much and feel empty
its ok 2 feel how u do u just gotta pick urself up. i tryed 2 but i cant
whatever u do dont self harm, i do and i just cant stop dont mess up ur life like i have.

Subject: Your not alone

Hi my names Rachael , and my grandpa died last summer from stomach cancer. I didn't really consider my emotions at that time, but now i feel angry, upset and i sometimes feel great and the next day i don't. I thought i was the only one feeling this way but its reassuring to know that someone else feels the same. I know its hard but you have to try and put a brave face on it, this is taking me a while and i still haven't been able to do it but it should come someday. If you haven't spoke to any one about how your feeling you should do i mean, i couldn't tell my mum and dad about how i am feeling so i decided to speak to my headteacher at school he gave me adivce and tried to convince me to tell my mum, but he understood why i didn't want to tell her. He got in touch with the school nurse and she told me that the only way to get help is to tell my mum so she can ring someone up. This was a lie, and since then i have been on a website which helps you to control your emotions and speak to adivsors online. www.there4me.com You should try it. rachael

Subject:hi

my grandma died of cancer

Subject: ur not alone

hi my name is chardonnay my grandad died a year ago from lung cancer i realy need some1 to talk to because he was a realy important person to me luv from chardonnay xxx

Subject: sorry

hi hun u oj i lost my gandad as well i ant got no more gandads or nan i cant live like thas no me is u wanna ring back to me but my name as katie lou plz thank youxxxxxxxxxxx

Subject: every 1 i am so sorry to her about ur lost

hiya my name is katie lou i lost my gandadsss and my nanss i dont have no more nans now or no more gandads i reliy need sum 1 hu nos wot i am going thoe plz help me sum 1 plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i reliy need ur help plzxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Subject: my grandad

my grandad died a year a go from a brain tumour and i feel sort of the same but i but i some times get really angry because i miss him so much

Subject: hiya Katie lou

my grandad died 2 years ago and it takes ages to be happy again but if u have somone there 4 u the weight become a little lighter and the more u talk the better it feels.

Subject: i know how it is!

i know how it is. i lost my mum two grandads and a greatgrandad in the space of 2 years. i have no more nans or grandads...school life is soo hard ppl talk bout their mums and grandads all the time and although i like to talk about them i miss them so much...i was only 10 when this happened and i am now 13...could anyone talk to me? plzzzz xxx

Subject: will thinkz

i no u say just talk about it but iff i  do i just get up set and i dont like to get like that u no wot i mean any ways get bk to mi plz and i lot my nan 3 yeasr ago get bk toi mi plz ta xxx[x]bless[x]

Subject: Grandad

It's hard wen u loose someone. My grandad died in june 2006 of 4 different cancer's. He had skin cancer laukemmia throat cancer and last yr he got liver cancer. We were told he wouldn't be here this xmas but we didint believe it. He's always bounced bk from treatment but on my 18 this year he went really ill. Had it diagnosed on the brain and within 2 days he died in the hospice. It was awfull. It's the first person iv'e lost that i cant cope with. Iv'e only just realised that he's not coming bk and i dont no how to deal with it. This xmas will b so hard and i miss him so much. The pain is unbearable. I got caught pregnant 2 weeks after he died with his first grandchild which is wot hurts most of all.

Subject: hey

hey my name is ryan

i no how u feel bcause my grandad died just bfore christmas in 2004 and my dad died in August 2004 and now my nana died in hospital on monday the 18th of december 2006 i found out about it on the same day after my school's talent show by the deputy head of care and i no its not fare on the people they love but thats life.

Subject: (no subject)

ur not alone,
my grandad died only a month ago and i can't believe he's gone. i can't believe. He's gone and i'll have to get used to a christmas with out him.

Subject: (no subject)

my uncle died exactly a month ago today.....and this afternoon my grandad died. I feel so angry about it. I have to be strong for my little girl as Christmas is only a couple of days away. I feel like crap but i cant seem to cry. Ive gone numb. i feel like im on auto pilot and its not really real.