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Message from: my daddys little princess , 18 Aug 04

Subject: i want to be with my dad

my dad recently died of cancer ..i was so close to him all i want is to be with him i have tried the old tricks like slitting my wrists and wanted to hang myself but im scared of dying because whne people say when you die youll see your beloved one soon how do we know that we will how do we no theres another life it could be all made up and i dont want to leave my mum and my brother...my brother is 17 and i am 12 if it wasnt 4 my brother i wouldnt be able to have seen or visited my dad when he was in hospital he always paid 4 the taxis to get to my dad and get back home ..my dad had hardly any money what so ever but my mum did after she met this new guy ma so called step dad ive never liked him hes so nasty and evil and my mum has jus had his son my little brother hes just turned 1 just because hes ma little brothers dad dont mean he can try to be mine thats what i h8 i wish hed go away and me have my dad back.AT school theres a boy called lewis you may have heard that last name ....as his cousin commited suicide and im sorry 4 his loss but lewis always makes fun of me because i dont have a dad and it really gets to me and i still get picked on and i cant take it no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Subject:my dad

listen dont you even think about doing anything to yourself just think how your mum and your older brother would feel if you did. it is obvious your older brother loves you as he did everything he could to make sure you saw your dad when it was possible, my dad has just died as well and i dont feel like going on, but you must i cant talk to any one as well as i just cry all the time and i think people must be getting really fed up with me i wont tell you it gets better because i dont know if it does i just know you would not want to hurt your mum because i would not want to hurt mine by doing anything silly please write back if u can
tilly

Subject:(no subject)

hi, i have recentley lost my dad too i know it can be very hard but jst try and remember the gd times u had when people used to tell me that, i found it hard to remember the gud times but now its easier and it will get easier 4 u it jst takes time and the people who pick on u shud no beta maybe they would understand if they had lost somebody so close to them in time they will realise how bigger thing it is to loose someone try to stay happy and remember the gud times

Subject: im sorry :(

there's nothing anyone can say. i wont pretend to know what u are going through. my dad is dying of cancer just now and i would do anything for it not to be happening. i have had similiar ideas as u but ur brother will need u. iv u ever wana chat - just message back

Subject:Its gud to no theres always someone who understands

My dad died 03-09-05 and i no wats its like u will neva get ova it and ur friends will blow up at u if u have a short fuse
dont give up grieving is natural

Subject: I know how you feel

Hi ther, see your message, however i did notice it was some time ago you posted it. I just wondred how you were doing? I hope that life is treating you well since your traumatic time. i have recenty lost my mum,dad,brother,sister and my nan passed away today i'm hurting terribly and i'm all out of tears tonight, time is a great healer... that's all we have. i miss my family and would do anything to be with them now. I'm not afraid of dying because i know that wherever i go to after here ( which i do believe in) i'll be meeting my family again. what keeps me going is that i feel and sense my loved ones around me when i feel down, sounds crazy but i'm hoping you have felt the same at some point too, if not already you will do one day soon. god bless you and hope that you are well.

Subject: (no subject)

I know how you feel. My dad died on July 8th this year.

Subject: ur not on ur own

hi
i no how u feel i lost my dad 2yrs ago and 2day i had 2 write about death and i cried liked a baby and the others pupils yr10 except for 2 were taking the mick about it.

i'm from morecambe.

Subject: heaven

i no what you think about your dad, but just try to have faith that he has gone to a better place, we all go through trials in life (and i can tell this is a very big one for you)! dont try anything to die, you are here for a reason, and i am sure your dad wud want you to fill that, i would like to hear back from you and see how your getting on?! (maybe- well i am aaron "hi") i think your incredibly strong for not killing yourself, have you told anyone how u feel maybe, it helps alot, but someone who you fully trust! and that lad at school, just try to be nice to him, and i guess he will just become very guiulty about what happened! hope this has helped, :D!

Subject: to philly

my dad died when i was 11 too.