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Message from: kayla, 18 Aug 04

Subject: (no subject)

my mum was killed last week in a robbery she was shot she went in2 a coma but neva woke up pls help i think i mite kill or harm my self

Subject:Plz don't

Hi Kayla,Im sorry to hear about your mum dying it must be really hard for you.It's not long since your mum died and it is going to be the hardest.I can't say how long it will take but believe me that it will get better in time.Have you got any family or friends that you could talk to about how you are feeling?Even though it may seem that hurting yourself is the way for you to ease your own pain it won't work in the long run and I think that maybe you should give it a little bit more time and it might get easier.It's worth a try .
Take care xXx

Subject: (no subject)

hiya my dad was killed 12 years ago whe i was only a year old and my brothers were 3 and 6 and my sisters were 8 and 10 . mum says he when out 1 day 2 work in a lorry and the lorry sliped of the road and was killed on snow out. i still cry some night because i really really miss him but i fill like i want to die but i know i have to say with my love ones and help them along because if any thing happing 2 me they will have 2 live with the pain with dead so PLEASE DONT do any thing silly think about ur love ones they wood not want amy thing 2 happing 2 u xox email me i would love 2 meet a new friend how dose wha i fell like

Subject:ur not on ur own

dear kayla

ur not on your own for i have recently lost dad on the 26/08/04 of a major heart attack i feel like harming myself but thats how i FEEL! you must that way 2? but there is a way isn't there? all you have 2 do is talk to some1!!
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Ryan

Subject:just think

hey kayla, i am really sorry to hear of your mums death and its really brave of you to talk about it so soon, plz dont do nething to harm urself just learn to talk to some1 and keep safe, thinking of u! Amy x x

Subject: Don't do n e thing silly

My brother died last year on his motherbike and i get so depressed and all i do is self harm and it does not help, it just makes u feel even more down. so plz don't start doing it, if u need 2 talk i am always here 4 u

Love samantha X-X-X

Subject:For Kayla

Dont kill or harm yourself...please...think of how your family feel now your mum has passed away and they would feel even worse if you passed away,dont do it for your familys sake.

Subject:(no subject)

I lost a mom when i was six. she was everything to me even tho i hardly new her. Right now it is so hard for me to deal with the lost of her it feels like it just hit me of what happened too her. I think of harming myself every day, b.c my parents just dont get me. They are way to strick my WHOLE life is full of limits it feels like there isnt anything i could miss b.c i have nuttin to miss. I dont no what to do anymore. I am always so sad, and depressed. My friends think i need professional help but i dont really want to talk to anyone, b,c they will not get me ,,,,,, or what i am going tho b,c they have never meet me before?!?! I have a dad and a step mom but they are always yelling at me or making me feel like sh*t..... i really dislike them and im always looking forward to moving out... and getting away from them and never coming back. I dont no what to do,.... i think i need some words of confort?

Subject: your not on your own

your not on your own i lost my dad when i was 9 he choose to do it himself he was only 38 and then my sis died she was only 2 days old i was 10 then your stories sad i wish i could swap with my dad and sis i love them loads xxxxx

Subject: dont worry

hi
you are not alone hunny
my dad died of cancer 3 years ago then my cousin died then just 3 months ago my best friend ended it himself i miss them all lodes and feel so trapped.but im here if you want to talk.

Subject: Self harm or suicide doesnt work - trust me

hi i know how it feels to lose some one i lost my dad when i was 8 due to a heart attack.because of my age i didnt really know what to do with my self but now im nearly 16 i feel the pain alot more and it hurts so bad when you lose someone that close.i self harmed sevral times and now i have scares im ashamed of,yes ok ill admit when i did it it got rid of half my stress but in the long run it did nothing at all.the best way to let out stress,ange,upsetness etc is to talk to someone like a best friend or boyfriend or just someone who is a good listener and talk your heart out it really helps,i havw a boyfriend who will listen any time of day and trust me it feels so good to talk it out.
hope that helps

Subject: dont bbz

plz dont harm or kill your self i lost my dad a week ago,he fell off a a bridje and i feel that way 2 but if you do harm or kill yourself your dad will b upset or if u av a brother or a sister they will b upset 2 so plz dont kill yourself bbz.

Subject: its not the right thing to do

u no wen ya mum died was ya family like dead hurt?
obviously so if u killd yaself imagine how they would feel, ma mum ro dad avent past n im like really grateful im like 14 for heavensake but it must be terrible.

Subject: (no subject)

I can understand exactly how you are feeling, and so can alot of people on here I can imagine. But you aren't alone in this. If your mum was here she wouldnt want you to hurt yourself.
Also think of your dad. Imagine how he would feel if you were to hurt yourself. If he were to loose you and your mum he's probably feel 10 times worse then he does now.
.x.