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Message from: emma stott, 29 June 04

Subject: my grandma

hey guys I lost my grandma on the 12 may just after my grandma's and my b-day ours was on the sameday I was the one that found her in the flat lying on the floor but I couldnt get in cos the door was locked and my grandad was in town and didnt know I tried my best to calm her down but she was crying and very scared I was crying my eyes out so I got my friend to run up to my house and tell my brother to ring the ambulance he did so we waited for the ambulance it finally got here and they managed to get in and put her in the ambulance she stayed in the hospital for a few weeks and they stayed she had broke a hip so the operated on the hip she was feeling alot better back to her normal self then it took a turn for the worse she started being sick and everything and started not eating anything and lost alot of weight and became really poorly the she got better and came home but she had to have a walking thing for her leg she was fine perfect but at bedtime she started being sick again during the night so my grandad called the ambulance and they took her back in cos all her face was yellow and she was really sick so they found out that she had started having kidney problems, he lungs wouldnt work properly then she caught newmoaneya,so they put her on a breathing machine to breathe for her but it didnt work so all the family were me, grandad,my mum my grandma's brother and sister and aunty's and uncles so we went to see her for one last time she was put sleep still on the breathing machines all her face had swollen up and the one word I didnt say to her very much was I love u I feel so weak,guilty depressed. unhappy every depressing word u can think of please help me
love my love always
emma xxxxxx

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