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Message from: May, 21 June 04

Subject: MY DAD DIED

MY DAD DIED ON THE 22ND OF DECEMBER 2003
I DIDNT THINK HE WOULD DIE HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN STRONG.HE USED TO DO DRUGS AND SO DID MY MUM,THEY TOLD ME THEY STOPPED IT WAS ALL A LIE.I ALWAYS NEW THAT HE WASNT THE BEST MAN IN THE WOULD BUT HE WAS MY DAD AND I LOVED HIM.HE WAS LIKE A BEST FRIEND TO ME.MY BEST FRIEND AMY WHO HELPED ME GET THROUGH IT ALL DIDNT QUITE KNOW WETHER SHE WAS DREAMING OR NOT.I FELT THE SAME WAY.IT FELT TO ME AND HER THAT HE WAS ON HOLIDAY AND WOULD WALK THROUGH THE DOOR ANY MOMENT.I LOVED HIM AND ITS NOW BEEN 7 MONTHS SINCE HE DIED AND I STILL FEEL THE SAME AS I DID WHEN I HEARD HE HAD GONE.
I WATCHED MY MUM TRYING TO SAVE HIS LIFE BUT NOTHING WORKED.WHEN I SAW EVERY ONE CRY IT DIDNT HELP.MY DAD WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME AND SO WAS MY MUM AND THEY STILL ARE.I MADE A POEM FOR HIS FUNERAL AND IT MADE ME FELL WORSE BUT BETTER IN A WAY.IT SEEMED LIKE EVERY ONE HAS FORGOTTEN ABOUT HIM BUT I KNOW THEY HAVENT I STILL CRY MOST NIGHTS. AND I LU HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND I ALWAYS WILL.
LOVE HIS DAUGHTER(MAY)XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX