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Message from: hayley 14 May 04

Subject: evey1 i luv i lose

Hi my name is Hayley and I am 13. When I was 10 my cousin Ste had a crash on a motorbike and died. I found it really hard. I couldn't understand why he died he was only 19. I wanted to what I had done wrong. I went into school on that Monday. I didn't think anyone would know about my cousin but the whole year did. . I got over him. It took me a long time. My uncle said he would never left me. 5 days before Christmas and my birthday my uncle was put into a coma and the hospital didn't think he would life but he did. Now they say they is no hope for him. My other cousin Paul hung himself because he could cope any more. I have started to cut my wrist and I don’t eat any more that is the only way I can cope. PLEASE HELP

Subject:You mustn't cut yourself

When i started to cut myself, people started to notice me cutting myself and me acting very strange. They had sent me to the mental hospital and i can tell you it was not pleasant. You wouldn't want that would you. I know it is a grief to loose someone in the family, and especially the loved ones, i lost my mum 7 months ago, she did it on purpose. But tell you one thing please don't cut yourself, it is not good for your health, there are people in the world who need you. You didn't mention your mum or your dad what about them, they need you, even your teachers and friens, they all need you. What would happen if you died, the world be a different place, therefor we need you. Please and please once more don't cut yourslef, it justs gets you in a deeper problem then it is already. If you need to talk to someone about your problems go to this e-mail adress it is charity- jo@samaritans.org
these people will help you with problems, i went to them when i had problems and it really helped.

Subject:(no subject)

im sorry to be blunt but you are being silly, you must not cut yourself, your friends and family are always there for you, you must talk it out its the only way, the next time you want to cut yourself dont hesititate to talk to someone.

Subject:hello i know what you feel like

it feels like everyoine i love dies 2 in the last 4 yrs ive lost 6 of my family who i miss so much my dad my cuz my friend and etc its really hard 2 get through but u can do it!! i did i knw its so hard i feel like im jinxd well gd luk 4 da future hope things go rite 4 ux xxxxx

Subject:I feel the same

i feel the same everyone i love dies my uncle boyfreind nan died my dads left i just feel like no one wants to be with me xx

Subject: (no subject)

its not right to cut yourself i know it is hard but you dont want to do that try having some fun and not think about death

Subject:(no subject)

i know....i've done the same thing and nothing is even as bad as it is for you..keep strong
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