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Message from: Maxine - 29 Apr 04

Subject: Brother

I lost my 18 year old brother two years ago and i kinda bottled it all up and stayed strong for my dad.Everything after that has changed. I have found out my mum had an affair and my parents split upi felt like i had lost my dad too. my mum found out that i wanted to live with my dad and treats me badly. My dad moved back and has given it another go. My mum is still bitter towards me.I am close with my dad and I have found out that he's moving back out and wants me to go with him. I am almost 16 and this is my GCSE school year. I find i have so much to cope with.I kinda feel selfish talkin about this because you have been through the loss of someone close to you aswell. I find myself thinking of live without other members of my family. I couldn't cope if someone else died close to me. Why does life have to have death. I wish my brother had lived longer....to get married and have a family, he had barely began to live.

Subject:same as me

i lost a close uncle 6 months ago, and i feel mixed up inside. its a werid feeling. ive lost alot of ppl in my life. and they all have been close to me.
if you vea need to talk, u no hwere i am

Subject: I know your pain

Around about 6 months ago, the phone rang and i went to answer it and it was for my nan. When she had finished she told my grandad that my 19 year old brother had gone into hospital from lossing controle and hitting a lampost on his 600cc yamaha blue R6 motherbike and 6am. All the family came over to my house and waited for ages and ages. It came to about 9.30 and we had a phone call saying that he had died. He had broken pelvice, lungs, bladder, done something to his heart and got blood n the brain. It really hurt knowing tha he has gone and still having to cry myself to sleep every night. I miss and love him so much that if someone had to die and not him i would take his place so that he could have the rest of his lovely life. He was the best brother any one could have ever asked for and leaving his 8 yr old, 11 yr old and 18 yr old brother and his 15 yr old sister (me). He was so helpful and every one loved and still does love him now.

R.I.P Stevie D ur the place to b, i'll remember you, just neva 4get me.


If u need 2 talk i am always here

love samantha x-x-x

Subject: brother

my step brother died on may 20 2005 and in the midel of the night he killed him self he was 18 and i think that the person who is tacking it the worst is my step dad my parents split up when i was 2 and my step dad is not very nice to me , but my mom and dad live in the same city we live in calgary whar do you live i cet to see my mom and dad the same amount but it is hard to realise that your brother has died people at school dont get that its hard for me and it would be nice to have someone to talk to Emily.