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Message from: Steph - 04 Apr 04

Subject: my loss

i lost my dad when i woz 15. he went to the gym one day and never came home. despite the fact that he woz fit and healthy and had always been that way he still managed to die of a heart defect. i miss him so much it hurts and seeing the effect it has had on my mum brother and my sister tares me up more each day. i have thought about sucicide several times because sometimes i just feel that there is no point ne more. i feel totally helpless spend half my life wondering why this hapened to me?

Subject: my loss

my brother died on the 11th of November two years ago, of a heart defect aswell. He was only 18, and was fit and healthy too. Its horrible when these types of things happen. But you have to get through it, for yourself and for your family. but you must not forget them. I have also thought about suicide, I will always miss my brother but I am here for my family and to live my life. If not for me for my brother.