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Message from: Ley - 11 Apr 04

Subject: mum

I lost my mum very suddenly when I was 5. This was 3 days after she gave birth to my youngest brother. At the time I bottled everything up and didn't want to talk, I pretended my mum was out when people called and wouldn't let anyone know she had died. I'm now 19 and can't cope with the whole situation. No one in my family understands and my boyfriend tries really hard but has never experienced losing someone before. I need to deal with this now before I end up going through life as a bitter depressed person, achieving nothing, just waiting for everyone else I love to die around me.
Can anyone suggest anything which could possibly help me?

Thank you, Ley x

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I bottled up everything when my brother died. I did it because I felt i had to be strong for my dad because he took it really badly. but i still feel bad even when its been 2 years. I don't regret bottling it up, it helped my dad because i was strong for him and still am but i find myself angry over stupid things and my emotions on the edge. Do you feel the same???

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