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Message from: Shelley - 11 Apr 04

Subject: not helping

I lost a really close cousin in Jan 2004, he lived miles away so I only seen him 3 times a year maybe not that. I am really missing him, i could not say good bye because i could not make it to the funeral. I really miss him and i get upset nearly everyday just by the fort of that i wont be able to see him again.

Subject: I know how you feel

To Shelley I know exactly how u feel, my only 2 grandparents and my aunt died in 2004 and i feel really bad because i went to my nannie's funeral and internment, then my grandad died and because i had tried to commit suicide coz i woz so upset, i went to his funeral, but not to his interment, then it got really bad coz i didnt even go to my aunts funeral, now i miss them all loads and i end up in tears everyday because i know there is only 1 way to see them all again, but each time i try, it doesnt work, obviously the Big Guy dnt want me to go yet. It will get bett, honest

Subject:I feel really bad for you

I know how it feels cos my best mate died in a car accident just a week after my birthday and a month later we found out my mum had terminal cancer. I have often thought about suicide but think of the pain that you are feeling and the pain you will cause when you leave. I still cry myself to sleep and this happened 3 years ago. I just want to stop hurting!