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Message from: lara - 18 Apr 04

Subject: my mum

i lost my mum 2 and a half years ago, and the first 18 months were terrible, it was such a shock i just went completely off the rails. then about a year ago i got it all together, passed my A levels and im now at uni in london, but this message board is one thing that keeps me going when i feel weak,but i just need to post this message and know that someone will read it and know im feeling how im feeling. i've just found out that my stepmums got cancer, i feel so knocked, i can't do it all again.i really cope with this and the stress of uni.plus some off my friends have lost family members recently,i want to help,to draw from my experiances,but i dont know how and if i can do it.people tell me im strong but i really dont feel it.

Subject: dont worry u r not alone

i kno how u feel, my grandad died in march n i jst cannot get over it. u hav 2 thnk ov the gd times n even tho its hard, u need 2 rememba that he wil always b watchin ova u. he wil b proud of u n wil look out for u woteva he is doin now n he wil always b wit u n b a part ov u
i hope u r copin a bit beta now
love sarah xXx