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Message from: Sarah - 07 Apr 04

Subject: Just keeping losing

throught my life ive had to deal with dealing with losing many different members of my family through death. When i was eight i lost my mum to ms i slowly watched her die which broke me up inside i still find it hard to come to terms with today. Then i lost my grandma to a stroke. A few years later i lost my grandad he had a heartattack when on his way to the shop and then this christmas i lost my grandpa. The person im closet to my gran whos been my rock throught my life has been struggling with cancer for 8 years now is basically on deaths door. I find it hard to connect myself with people on a deep level as i find iut hard to trust that there not gonna leave me . Ive started to let people in now as im in a loving and caring relationship but theres not a day that goes by when i dont think about my mum.

Subject:sorry

I AM REALLY SORRY. MY DAD DIED 7 WEEKS AGO AFTER SUFFERING WITH CANCER AND I FIND IT HARD TO CONCENTRATE AT SCHOOL, EVEN THOUGH I CARRY A PICTURE OF HIM WITH ME

Subject:ull get through it

Hey im really sorry about your dad. Its only natural that your gonna find it hard to concentrate at school you have suffered a major loss and its gonna take time for you to come to terms with it. But i promise you it will get better! surround yourself with people you love and care about and it will help you get through it. if you dont mind me asking what year are you in? if you ever need to talk to someone you can talk to me

Subject:sorry

i know this is lyk 6 months after th message was put on but i jus came across n had to say tht im 15 nearly 16 n my mum has ms n shes so advanced tht shes finding it hard to stop illness's getting to her n its hard to admit tht she is goin to die soon but shes had ms all her lyf so iv always bin used to not having a "normal" mum if there is such thing as normal. N im finding it hard watching her disintegrate infront of my eyes n with it being my GCSE year n im suffering from depression n cut myself as a result i can understand as my grandad died recently too n i also found out my favourite uncle has also got ms n i know its so hard to lose people you love espescially through ms n i know its harsh n i hate sayoing this but i jus wish my mum would die cos shes suffering so so so so much which you can understand tht they do. But i fink its good your close to someone n can talk to them so much cos i feel i cant talk to anyone n i wish i had someone tht i could talk to. Iv probably replied way to late so you probably wont read this but hey its actually helped me talking to noone lol... ellie

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