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Message from: Tricia - 20 Mar 04

Subject: I hate my life

Anyone here hate thier life? I really do! I hate the way the world spins and i hate the way my dad is such a jerk. I really only find comfort from my Friends and this website. I hope that you guys try and post something to maybe make me hate my life a little less. I want to kill myself. Anyone here for comfort?

Subject: i am here

I'm here, you can chat to me if you want, my mum died in jan 04, she killed herself so i have an idea of what its like to lose someone close to you.
take care, remember there's always some flicker of light, no matter how dark it is, remember there is always something to live for. i know it sounds easy to say, but i tried to kill myself a few years ago, i understand, and even though everythings is hell due to my mum, i feel like i'm going to have a great future :) xxxxxxx lizzie

Subject: lots of luv

I'm here 4 u if u want to talk. I feel a bit like u now cos I'm really missing my mum who died in January? Who did u loose? I'm so sorry that ur not getting on with ur dad and I really hope that things get better. Please don't think about killing yourself - I don't think your dad or friends could manage without you. I think about it sometimes but I couldn't do it to my dad. It sounds as if ur life can only really get better. I'll be thinking of you and I really hope that somehow u will get some comfort and hope back in ur life and be aware of those who really love u. Lots of luv to u Tricia. Jenxxx

Subject: feel better

hey it must be hard to hate your life somtimes i feel like that. But think why you hate your life and if theres anything that can help do it. It really helps to talk to people like your friends. If theres anyone in yuor family who is close inuff then talk to them about why you feel so bad.
I hope you feel better soon. lots of love for the futer lissyxXx

Subject: Im sorry

im sorry I cant help you but I hate my life to ive had such a hard couple of months with everything I wanted to die too, I tried but my friends helped me so much I didnt, stay with your friends and they will help you not hate life so much!

Subject: not alone!

your not alone i hate my life too. My boyfriend got killed nearly 10 weeks ago. It never gets any easier and i dont think it ever will. Lifes a b***h. i want to kill my self too i thought about doing it this saturday but i dont wnat to put my mum through what ive been through. im so depressed i cant eat,sleep, go out nothing. i just thought id let you know your not the only one.

Subject: (no subject)

hey..i dont know my dad and my mum kicked me out when i was 17(iam20 now)..and even when ur at ur lowest ,,things will be ok..be strong and dont giv up cos it will make u a stronger person who will be able 2 deal wit anything :)

Subject:I hate my life

I hate my life too. My mum and dad have stuffed me in a psychiatric unit saying I'm mentally ill. I want to die more than anything in the world at this minute and would do but I'm Catholic which is a bit of a bummer.

Subject: I hate my life!

Your not the only one... I hate my lie too...I hate my father, I hate my "school friends"....

Subject:Life sucks

I hate my life too. I feel like everyone is better and smarter and more good looking then I am and it makes me really depressed. I've thought about killing my self many times. But I don't cause im just to scared. I hope life will get better for you, me, and all you guys.

Subject:suicide

I don't believe in god. my body is not a temple. my life is mine. I feel miserable sometimes. I feel close to an edge. But i know the closer i might get to comtemplating suicide, the closer i will get to the realisation that things cannot get worse. perhaps then they might only get better. if you think life is worth losing, then you've really missed the point of it. but in all honesty, you are a rational and sensible person and see suicide as a logical conclusion, then i endorse you. but... how the hell can suicide ever be logical. would you rather die now or wake up tomorrow with every negative aspect of your life a positive. is it about destroying it, or changing it and not knowing how?

Subject: had enough

lizzie i know wat you mean iv also had enough... i really think im gona kill some one.

Subject:Friends

i no how all of u guys feel my sister,mom,dad are all jerks it feels like ur totally alone and scared and noboby is out there to reach u and thats when u decide to kill ur self but i now it tempting because most of u are just thinking if i kill my self i will be in a better place but its not worth it u never no u always have to look on the brighter side of life and grasp it no matter what and maybe ppl put u down and u feel like killing your self u know that we are all here and u can share your feelings anytime goodluck and stay positive.

Subject: I hate my life too!

Hey there! I really feel for you. In the last couple of years I lost my grandmother, 3 uncles, my home, my husband, my car, and now my mum is dying of lung cancer stage 3b. For those of you who do not know what 3b is....It is inoperable. She is going to die. I go to work, I come home from work, and do it again tomorrow............

Subject:i want to kill myself

i really want to kill myself

i don't hav ehope any more and i feel down and pathetic every day. I've a;ready tried at least five times . i want to again and I've told myself i won't back out. But strill, a small part of my mind tells me to strive on , break down my walls of troubles and see what this life can bring. i need someone to talk to . will you help me?

Subject:Message 4 u

Hi Heather Thank you for your message. I understand that this is a very difficult time for you and I will try to help you. Could you call us on the Helpline on 0808 808 1677? This is a free phone number and the service is confidential. Or you could send a private email to the RD4U Team, with maybe a phone number that we could possibly contact you on. Which ever way you feel comfortable, but I feel is important to talk to someone about the way that you are feeling. Please look after yourself. RD4U Team

Subject:life sucks

i dont believe in god or an after life so that has kept me from killing myself and the scariest part about death is,not believing in an after life when you die you no longer exsist,but I have been taking chances and gambleing with my life cause my life sucks and I aint got nothing to lose so even though im down and out and I wouldnt mind takeing a few people with me!dont get me wrong im not a terrorist or criminal I just want to make sure the people I love are taken care of and make sure my wasted life was spent looking after my loved ones!

Subject:Hating life

I hate my life right now aswell, and I have done for some time. But i see other people who are happy, and although this makes me angry and jealous that i am not happy like them, I know it means that there is a chance of a happy life. Dont give up. Do something to break a routine, go somewhere, meet people. It helps...

Subject:life

i have losted a number of pepole n and have tired to end my life but
at the end of the day the loveds one u losted woundt want you to end your life i am here if u ever want to talk i do understand what your going thougth kept your head
natalie x

Subject: i now wot itz lyk tj

hi i now wot itz lyk iv tried killing ma self loads but i can never do it i even tried running away i h8 my life and family if anybodys got any advice reply bak
xxxx icky xxxx

Subject: life is so sad...

i dunno how to make my life work... i want to kill my self, help me...