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Message from: jaynee - 18 Mar 04

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hi, everythings getting too much, i don't want to live anymore. i just want to b with my grandma. i told her everything n now i have no-one. my friends r leaving me out. i feel they don't like me anymore. there r all goin out yet i don't get invited. i did but i feel i have done something wrong but i hav'nt changed. my grandma was the only person who told me i was good enough but i knw i will never b as bright or as sucessful as my sister. i feel so useless. all i want to do is hide. i'm known 4 being happy all the time but i don't want to be. i'm not.they think that i don't take offense to what they say but i do. i loved my grandma so much and i have lost so many people. i feel so guilty coz i did'nt c my grandma in hospital but i could'nt. i'm sure she hates me, she hated it in there. i just left her. i don't knw wot 2 do.

Subject: I feel the same way

MY friends leave me out to and it hurts so much.

Reply if you want

Subject: hey ur not alone

hey guys i am so sorry 2 hear that you get left out but somtimes i do and if i try to tell my friends they just laugh n say i b in stupid it makes me cry somtimes.

Subject: (no subject)

it's like evry1 wanted 2 knw me but i guess i did sumthing wrong. how u ???

Subject: i feel the same

i lost my boyfriend nearly 10 weeks ago! i cant sleep,eat,go out even think straight. i just want to kill myslef so i can be with him, the only reason i dont is cos my mum. i feel left out with my friends too, cos i cant go out and they dont no what to say to me they just push me out. its horrible but i have worser things to think about. im so depressed.

Subject: (no subject)

hi, thanx 4 all ur msgs.my friends don't knw how i feel but i can't tell them.i'm always happy round them n i knw they don't mean any harm, u have all been so nice.i hope u r happy. if u wnna tlk 2 me msg me.lv jaynee

Subject:(no subject)

I knw how u feel. . . I feel the same. . .