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Message from: katie - 15 Mar 04

Subject: I dont want to live

My boyfriend got knocked off his bike and died nearly 2 months ago. it was such a shock. He was everything to me and i love him so much. i cant carry on my life without him. i just want to go to where eva he is. ive been thinking of suicide for a while now and the only reason that stops me is my mum. but as times going on i think its the only way i can ever be happy and its what i want more than anything (to be with the boy i love.) i really cant live without him no matter what anyone says. i feel so alone as me and him were always together. i bottle everything up while at school and try to act brave but my heart to spilt in 2 and when i get home it shows i cant go out, sleep or eat and im cuuting myself. i dont want this life i want to be with my boyfriend.

Subject: Hey hun

I have thought about killing myself, but my mom has stopped me too. She said that since my bro died, if anything happend 2 me, then she would kill herself, so i am alive cuz of her! Im am here to talk to, if you want...

Subject: lives to sacred

its really unfair that your boyfriend lost is life, think about him every day and talk to his friends and family be happy for what you had with him. i hope in your future you will be happy again x

Subject: ill try to help

im sorry losing a loved one is a very terrible and shocking experience and i can understand that you no longer feel the will to live but do not turn to suicide go out and find a nice guy who can listen to you gte back on your feet even if this boy was your true love there will be another.s

Subject: I want to die

i feel realy sad for you and you will not find another love like you ex  thinking of suicide dont do it you 2 will b together again surely :D