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Message from: Ashleigh - 04 Mar 04

Subject: My sister

I have been on the site before, but havnt managed to find anyone yet in the same position as me. On 25th April it will be the 1st anniversary since my 14 year old sisters death. She died after inhaling lighter fuel. Since then my grandad died and i feel a bit guilty for not feeling as bad for him as i do her. I can deal with his, he was old and lived his life, but she is gone too soon and for ever. It makes me feel so so bad that i will live my life never seeing her again. I always used to think what she would look like compared to me, but now i will never find out. The image of her dead in hospital is all i can think of. I know i will be ok, but that makes me feel worse, knowing it will e like this frever until i die.

Subject: Hey

I lost a bro and i never found anyone who knew what i wuz goin though! My brother died from cancer and he was my best friend. He was my only bro or sis i had! now i am an oly child. I always think about how he would look now after he passed away. THe other day my bros best friend's was caught with pot in the high school. He was arrested. I keep thinking about if troy would be in those cuffs as well...

Subject: Thanks

Thanks or replyin, It is horrible how youre an only child now, but you have always HAD a brother, so youre not really. I remember people asking me how it felt that my other sister was the youngest instead of the middle one now and i only had on e left. I dont know how youre supposed to answer that question or deal with it really...

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