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From: Patrice

Subject:: I just want her back
I lost my granny last year and people have said it gets easy when times goes on but i feel its getting worse to deal with i have bad depressing and i have an anger problem i lash out on my mum the most i have 1 granny here but i hate her i feel like she should of been the one who went not my granny who i loved with all my heart she was the most amazing women any girl would ever dream of having i just need her back i always went to her house everyday i used to stay over most nights even when i had school i was 16 when she left me im now 17 and all i want is my granny i need her more than i need anyone ive tryed taken myown life but i know i couldnt leave my mum i have alot of anger with my dad and his side of family ive got more bad days than anything my granny was my world i was a real grannys girl i also lost my wee baby brother 13 years ago and i couldnt really talk about him but now i feel hes to blame in all of this because hes got my granny hes took her from me the woman i loved with all my heart i feel lonley scared lost and i feel like theres nothing else here for me i can talk about her but its just not the same i miss everything about her i miss her smile smell of her hair our wee chats i also miss not wacthing her readying the news paper in her wee chair i need her back theres not a ay goes by i dont think of her i got a tattoo done for her on my whrist saying granny i always have to have a picture of her on my fone screen saver i just want her back is that to much to ask ? please someone help me

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART GRANNY I'LL LOVE YOU TILL THE VERY END UNTILL ITS MY TURN TO GO SLEEP TIGHT MY GORGEOUS GRANNY I LOVE YOU xoxoxoxo

Reply from: Rubie
Subject : My brother
Helloo, i know this may sound stupid but my brother actually died 5 months ago today and i still havent got over it. But i think in time you will and it may become easier for you and your family.

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