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Message from: solo - 23 Feb 04

Subject: he's gone..

i got the call today, at the end of the fone i could just about make out the words 'hes dead, jonnys dead' as my friend burst into tears..he died last nite of a heartattack ages 15 - its not rite hed so much to live for so much he will never experience so many ppl who love him are left behind.wot do i do now?how should i feel? i know im not the only one feeling this way but why does it feel like i am?

Subject: sorry

I'm so sorry to hear that u have lost a frend recently! i know how hard it is. You just have to give it time to sink in. My friends died almost 4 months ago and it is jst beginning to sink in now. It's going to be hard for you to believe that he won't be coming back and i know it will hurt!!! I was really upset in the beginning but tried to jst block it out. I still thought about them but always put on a brave face, even when i was feeling my lowest. But just recently its all come back to me and i can't stand it i just want to curl up and die. Don't do this, don't keep it to yourself and never think that u are on your own to cope with it. Talk to people, you won't realise how much it helps until you give it a try. please write back to let me know how you're getting on. Be strong and take care, Jemma xxx

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