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message no. 2474
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Subject: mum and dad
when i was 6 i lost my mum and dad in a house fire which was started by my dad.i feel i could have stopped it as my mum told me not to leave the house but i did and my angry dad got it.he dosed both of them in petrol and then set alight to them both.now me and my brothers are seperated and dont know each other that well.we hate are dad for what he done but im still deciding whether i hate him.it so tough being with other kids now even tho that was 9 years ago just seeing how lucky they are and i always try and put myself in their shoes and there so lucky.in school it tough going because i cant cope with big crowds.people dont understand how i feel inside and i always try to talk to people but i cant tell them the pain i feel inside i be so confused..?i feel im sicking my firends and just feel i would be better locked in a room.i often feel depressed and believe i suffer from PTSD.can anyone help?
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