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message no. 2439
| From: Katherin |
Subject: Come back mum?
Everyday i think about you. i had a dream that you came to our kitchen window and i was scared because i knew you were dead. you looked so ill. and then you vanished. i wish you were here. i would tell you all about this boy at my school. i can only talk to you, but never get a response. if you were here, i knew you would help and listen. i wished i'd shared more of me with you. i know i shared most things. but never that sort of thing. i wish i had. after i found your diary, it made me see you and who you were in a different but good way. i saw that, like me, you had that kind of situations when u were a teenager. i wish you'd shared those memories with me. i really need to talk to you. everytime i fee
l pain when i see this boy, i want my mum. if you were here i'd cry to you. everytime i was upset about him and his girlfriend. you'd help me understand more, why he likes me but still has a girlfriend, why i feeel the way i do. you were good at that. i really miss you, words cant describe. i wish i could see you again. i want it to be soon.
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| Reply from: Danielle |
Subject : mum
i know how you feel katherin . I lost my mum three years ago .It was her anniversary on the 19th may.Me and my mum were so close we looked after each other my mum was my family .my dad died befor i was born so me and my mum looked after eachother so my mum was also my best friend . I did a GCSE exam in R.E i got an A .i just wish mum was here to tell and hug. i know how you feel when you say you had a dream about her i have dreams about my mum it is hard because you have to wake up and remember they are not here so you feel they have died all over again .I am having counselling and it is hard .i just feel like i want to die .I have turned to self harming .I know my mum would want me to be happy and make her proud but it is so hard to do when she is not in my life .Loads of people in my life telling me to accept mum has gone and move on but it is not that simple because your mum is your mum you turn to her when your upset ,you turn to her when you want a hug ,you turn to her when you want someone to talk to .i feel empty and alone .I am 14 now I lost my mum when i was 11
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