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Subject: dad died
i was 16 year of age when my dad died and it is the most headest thing i have had to deale with . one day we were all going on holiday we had pacted the car and were on our way we got about 5 mins down the road when my dad started to couth and then there was all this blood i did not no wot to do we stoped so i jumped out and got my dad out of the car and sat him up agensted the car and got a bowle out the boot my mum was crying and tyring to sort out my sister and brother i got on the phone and rang for a anbulents i was trying to tell them wot was going on and were we were as well as looking after my dad then all i can hear is the sirens the ambulents people but hin on the bed and toke him away my mum toke us back home and the she whent up the hopital when she come back she told us he had cancer i did not no wot to do a cople of weeks latter he was back out i have neaver felt so happy . 4 months down the line when we just thourt every think was ok my mum was at the shop and my dad started to couth agen and then the blood so i rang for a ambulents and they came my mum had got back just as they were puting him in the back . when they put him in the back i asked if i could say bye cos i just new this time he was not coming home ,so i whent in and gave him a hug and said dad i love you so much and i started to cry then he looked at me and said dont be a silly girl i will be back , i got out and whent in the house they toke him away agen i rang my best friend and told he so he came and sat with me i new i had to ring my dad sister and tell her she came down and left her durther here . 2 hour mum and ante come back my ante waked in firt and then i saw my mum all i had to do was look at her and i new frome the look on her face my dad was dead i brok down and cryed i was smashing things up i just did not no wot to do but wot i did not was i wonted to do and that wa\s to see him my mum said not now we will go tomorrow and i was ok with that .so now it is the day i go and see my dad every one was telling me not to do it because i would remember my dad that way but i did not care i whent when i got there my mum said do you realy wont to do thins and i said yes i walk in the room that my dad was in and i look at him and smiled i did that because he look so much yunger and then i cryed i was there for about an hour then this man come and amd said i have to go i waked out and to this day i still sit there and cry i do not remember him that way all i remember was yher happy time the best time and i no he is looking down on my now . so just remember they are all ways with you and remember all the good time you had with them . hope this helps some of you