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From: Aimie

Subject: Suicide
I lost a really close family friend recently. It has been concluded he killed himself, by hanging himself. Even though there was questions of a third party being involved (murder). But that was dimissed. I miss him so much. They held the funeral before me and my family found out, so I never got to say goodbye. I'll never see his face again, or hear his voice. We'll never play a game of cards, or pool together. And that breaks my heart. There are so many questions I'll never have answers to. I wish I knew what really happened. I will never forget you, but why did you have to leave us? I feel like something inside me is missing. I dont know what to do.


Reply from: Hannah
Subject : My dad
I'm so sorry to hear whats happened to you, my dad hung himself about 1 and a half years ago. I still wonder why he did it, why he decided to leave us all. Sometimes i feel like hating him for what he done, but i really miss him, and like you i just want to cook with him, go to football matches and just have the conversations we used to have. But it gets easier... you don't forget them, you just learn to try think of happy memories and the good times you had instead of what you could have done. I hope your doing ok. Best wishes xxxxx

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