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message no. 2369
| From: Stephane |
Subject: I Lost My Boyfriend.
January 27th, My Boyfriend Committed Suicide. Thee Reasons Are Still Not Known,. I Found Him That Morning And It TORE Me Up Inside To See Him And To Think He Was Gone. We Tried So Hard To Keep Him Alive, But Failed. Seeing Him At Thee Viewing &nd Thee Funeral Made My Heart Stop. Seeing Him So Motionless, &nd Lifeless Hurt Me So Much.It Made Me Feel So Dead &nd I Tried To Kill Myself A Few Days After. I Just Dont Know How To Live ANymore. It Hurts SO Much And Occaionally I Could Laugh Butt Then I Feel So Guilty &nd I Feel So Depressed. How Can I Del With This.?
Reply from RD4U:
We are very sorry to hear that you lost your boyfriend recently. You describe how distressing this has been. It is good that you have posted this message and then other young people will reply and offer support. We also have a Freephone Young People's Helpline on 08088081677 which is open from 930am to 5pm Monday to Friday. Another good helpline is Childline on 0800 1111 which is open 24 hours a day. Also if you want to see one of our very well trained bereavement support workers then details of our branches are on www.cruse.org.uk
I hope that all these ideas are helpful.
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| Reply from: Fiona |
Subject : similar
My dad commited suicide too and i found out that he actually did it under my room as that is where the garage is.
we do know the reasons why but it doubt it makes it much easier.
i just wanted to say that although it has been 9 months i stll to this day cannot have a good time without feeling slightly guilty but it gets a little easier over time.
i wont lie and say it all goes away though.
also you are not alone in trying to kil yourself. although i personally havent i do have thoughts about what would happen if i did etc. i think its normal to question life after someone that close to you has died. |
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