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message no. 2365
| From: George |
Subject :Hating your self
My mum died 2 years ago and I feel so bad all the time... It was getting better but im so angry all the time at myself because I fell it is all my fault and cant think what to blame myself for.I miss her so much.Is anyone else feeling like this or is it my ways...
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| Reply from: Sammy |
Subject : No you're not alone.
I am a girl who wears her heart on her sleeve, I talk to anyone and everyone about anything. I want to help people, make sure everyone is okay all the time. I'm overly caring. But in April a boy i'd known since birth, my age, I was pretty close to, out of the blue killed himself. And every single day I wake up hating myself, wishing that all the times in the past I tried, that I died and he learnt from my death. I know it doesn't work like that though..
My boyfriend split up with me,and that made things worse, I forgot to grieve and put all my energy into 'getting him back'. five months later, i'm still single, heartbroken. And the grieviing process is beginning properly..
What i'm saying is you're going to hate yourself, blame yourself, (i still do), but one day you'll wake up adn you'll be okay. You wont forget her, or the pain, but you'll learn to live with it. And you will realise it's not your fault. She loved you, and still does.
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