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Subject : my dad died
when my dad died i dint know what to do i was so upset it just didnt feel real. i was 13 years old when he died.its been 5 months since he died and it feels like yesterday people said things would get easyer but they dont because they are not going to bring him back.people dont understand how hard it is to lose someone like your own dad unless it has happend to them.
we didnt have much of a relashion ship so i feel even worse because we dint spend time togethere like a proper daughter and father.its also hard because i didnt even get to say bye to him it just happend so quick.i do still really miss.him everyday i think about him but i just have to try and think on the bright side and do what he would of wanted mee to do i suppoes whitch is make him proud of mee and my family.but it is beteer for him where he is now so he is not in pain and carring on the way he was.
love you lots and also miss you lots <3 x