message no. 214
Message from: Kirstie - 02 Jan 04
Life whats it about?
We go through so much pain losing loved ones and with luck we
pull through!!!!! Its so strange!
I've had a hard Christmas this Year, Every Christmas is different,
most of the time i really look forward to christmas but this year
I've lost people in my life who are really close to me, my Dad
and best friend among them! And this year i've felt lost for some
reason! I've been away @ uni in Derby and b4 coming back home
i was in tears everynite coz i didn't want to be there (@uni)Now
I'm home i love being wiv my friends & family and i really
don't want to go back to uni! I love the course i'm doing but
i hate being in Derby! Its not the place for me! Don't get me
wrong i love me independce but i don't really want to be there!
And this has made me loose the happniess of christmas! I've missed
being able @ the end of a day and feelin abit down just going
to sit @ my Dad's or best friends Grave side!
Can't say i enjoy Xmas anymore!
I really miss my Dad And Best Friend this christmas more than
Reply from: Kirsty - 13 Jan 04
Subject: (no subject)
Well, why dont you talk to your uni, tell them what
is going thru your head. Ask them if you can start a fresh this
september, or something like that. The uni should understand.
i hope this helps. I have tried goingto school when my nan died,
and it didn't go to well, but they understood and they were there
to help me, even if your uni wont let you restart they will be
able to offer you all the advice you should need.
|Reply from: samantha
|Subject : your ok
my dad deid on the 20th of august 09 `i know how you feel im only 11 . my mum said to think of the good times ten u will feel better