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message no. 1935
| From: Clare |
Subject : My boyfriend
My boyfriend died a year ago in a couple of weeks. I still find it so hard to cope and carry on with normal life. People try hard to understand but I understand that they just don't know what to say and so they say nothing at all.
I just feel so alone and unhappy. I'm sick of feeling like this, I just want everything to go back to the way it was, when I was happy. You're not sposed to lose your partner so young, you're supposed to be able to make plans, travel, get married, have kids, buy a house, do all the normal stuff that all my friends get to do now. Why does it have to be me that has to go through this? It just doesn't seem fair. I miss him so much still. I just don't know how to live my life, how to be anything other than his girlfriend. I wish we'd had more time together, to do all the stuff we'd planned to do together.
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| Reply from: Sinead |
Subject : Im sorry
I'm sorry for your loss babe i really am, my ex died on the 24th June 2008. i loved him so much words couldn't even begin to explain the pain and everything im going through, i feel for you. |
| Reply from: Silvia |
Subject : boyfriend
I think I know how you feel, my boyfriend died one and a half years ago, and I still haven't been able to find a new relationship. I don't even want to because I have this feeling that I'm still his girlfriend. I know it's a hard time and it will never ease completely.
I can only tell you to stay social and not to shut your friends and family out. Without their help I would be an emotional wreck today. And as dumb as it may sound, it feels good to let go of the past which way is your choice. Well, I talked to his family about his death and take my closest friend with me when I'm visiting his grave. I really hope you can find someone who's able to help you. It doesn't matter who, friend, sibling, parent or maybe even a pet.
And who knows, mabe some day the two of us will find another love even if that seems totally impossible now. I think of you. Hopefully, you'll find a way.
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