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Message from: carol

Subject : my mum and dad died
My mum died 5 years ago i was there when she died I could,nt go anything to help her,she was my best friend,she was the only person in my life that made me feel safe,i dident deal with it well i turned to drink so did my dad.we didn't really talk about mum going,we didn't get on for years after, then we started to talk and get on.The last year i felt close to my dad for the first time,them he died suddenly in his sleep nearly a year ago,I found him dead. i can't believe i've lost them both sometimes I can't cope ,i just go day to day.