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Message from: Sammy

Subject : My Dad Died
I am 15 years old and my dad died a month ago. He had been ill for about 4 years so it was sort of a relief for him to know he was out of his pain because it was so hard seeing him suffer and being very fragile. It was hard knowing that if i told him a joke he wouldnt laugh back because this is how ill he got. We couldnt have rough and tumble fights anymore. When he became ill it was hard to understand as i was so young. My brother who is younger than me copped even worse than me when we found he was ill. About a year ago it became worse as he started to become really skinny and didnt have no sence of humor which he always had, this is when it all hit me that he wasnt going to get better but it stuck in my head that he would survive. He had many visits to the hospital with his illness(Pancriatitus) but about 2 months ago he got rushed into hospital because he had a virus on top