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message no. 1823
| Message from: Emily |
| Subject : My mummy died
My mummy died on friday, in a car crash, and now I don't know what to do at all. I can't sleep, I can't eat, and I can't even talk at all. I just want her to come back. Daddy sent me to school today because he didn't know what to do, but I couldn't talk to anyone, and when my teacher asked me if I was all right I ran out of the classroom and hid till breaktime. Then in maths I started crying for no reason, and it was so scary because I couldn't stop and I couldn't tell anyone what was the matter, so they all think I'm a baby. My maths teacher tried to talk to me, but i couldn't say anything back, even if I tried really hard, no words would come out. I just want it to go back to how it was before.
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| Reply from: Amy |
Subject:
i no how you feel i lost my step mum half a year ago today and i really miss here
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| Reply from: Emily |
Subject:
I'm sorry about your step mum. Thank you for replying, it's just so awful, and I just can't talk even if I try. I just miss mummy so much, and I want her to just come back. please can she. Every night I can't go to sleep, and I can't eat, even my favourite foods.
But the worst bit is that I just can't talk, I feel so much inside, I can't describe it, and I feel like my head is about to burst, and my chest feels really tight, and I just can't seem to talk at all. When somebody tries to talk to me, I can't reply, and I am just so sad that I start crying, so I run away, even when they're trying to be nice. I just want her to come back. I hate it at school, because nobody understands, because nobody knows, and they all think I'm really weird at the moment. My maths teacher keeps trying to talk to me, and he even gave me a chocolate bar yesterday, but I just can't talk, and I always start crying, and when I can't stop it is really scary. The school phoned daddy, but he doesn't answer the phone at the moment much, so it went onto a message and I deleted it, because I didn't want to have to talk about it. I just want mummy to come back so much.
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| Reply from: antonia |
Subject : sorry to hear about your mum.
i lost my mum 6 weeks ago babes i know how your felling i dont know what to do with myself either but all i can say to you is hold your head high im really sorry to hear that xxx
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| Reply from: mads |
Subject : mums
i lost my mum 2 years ago and i still burst into tears unexpectedly so i dont no how you could get through a day at school just after she died as it does get easier with time. u just hang in there x
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