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Message from: lily

Subject : my family
my first experience of death was almost 7 years ago when my brother died, we were really really close and he was only just 18 and i was 9, i didnt understand it but i cried for ages and didnt go to school for 2 weeks. i really miss him especially now because my gran died a year later and over the past 2 years both my grandads have died and my dad has a heart problem which means he has a pacemaker and im really scared of loosing him too. i cant deal with not seeing my brother or my grandparents,  i just dont know what to do anymore, can anyone help??