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Message from: Scott - 23 Oct 03

Subject: Suicide

I wanna Commit suicide i hate my liufe i need love i need my family to understand my feelings my hopuse is always full and i need to escape and i need to be loved and cared for i am 16 and i wanna die someone help me talk to me please i need help i hate the fact that my best friend is so loved by his family and he gets all he needs love and care i wish i had that

Subject: Scott

Hi Scott,

I'm sorry you feel so down that you are thinking about committing suicide, but there are other ways. Have you tried talking to your family and telling them know how you feel? Or if you don’t want to tell them face to face try writing a letter for them to let them know how you feel. Once they know how you are feeling I'm sure they will try and help you in all the ways they can.

Alternatively how about talking to a close friend, or calling the Samaritans, people will help you get through this. Ending your life isn’t the way to go, your 16, you still have so much to live for and to look forward to. Things will get better, just hang in there.

If you want to talk again, just reply. Take care
Amy.x

Subject: scott

hi scott im so sorry you feel like this. have you tried talking to any1? i kno how u feel wen my little brother died i thought about commitin suicied many times but i knew how it would effect my family. im on here most days im here if you want to talk. hope u'll be ok.

Nikki x x x

Subject: (no subject)

scott man life realy sucks sumtimes but u gotta b strong .my friend killed himself back in june and ive never felt hurt like it ive come so close to killing my self so many times but u gotta think something realy cool mite be just round the corner dont throw your life away

Subject: please dont

hi scott, i really feel for you. i know you feel as if you are on your own, but their are people who care for try talking to a close friend or teacher or if you are at work try a colleg you can trust. somthimes it feels easy to talk to someone who you dont know if you go to www.there4me.com a concillor is able to talk to you, please try it, it wil make you feel at eas. ive tryed to comitte sucide twice when i was gin through a really bad time my best friend dies and at the same time i am bein abused and thought that was the only way through, but then i told a teacher i trusted and now i have council it helps a lot and i am pleased that i didnt please dont do any fin silly i know it seems the right option now but in the end it will work out fine. please take my advise take care and feel free to talk to me if you have any more worrys or problems luv roxanne xxx

Subject: scott

hi scott. to me it sounds like you dont really want to die, your just having a really bad time. however, i dont know you and that might not be the case. but if you are seriously thinking about commiting suicide, just think how many people you be hurting by doing it, the pain they would feel would last for ages. i hope this helps, lula* x

Subject: (no subject)

hiya.
I have tryed to kill myself. i was going thru a rough patch and i was think that me killing myself would be better, i never told my family what i did, but i never went all the way with it for the simple fact that i remembered that i would then hurt my family. i didn't want that. i was hurting and thought that if i made my family hurt it would help me. I have been to hell and back a few times and i know what i am about to say may not help you but, how do you think your family will feel if you die?
there is so much stuff in the world that you might miss, there is so much beauty in the world that to miss it might be a shame.
please relaise that there is people out there that wanna help you. if need to talk i'll be here for you. dont shut your feelings up, they will only hurt more in time

Subject: (no subject)

hey there sorry i aint been on for a while had important things to deal with i still feel the need to die it just seems to be getting worse and worse i cant carry on like this ive been to hell and back too many times in my short life im not really bothered about how my family would feel coz they are half the problem with they way they treat me compared to me other siblings so as far as im concerned they can go to hell

Subject: scott

Hi Scott, I'm sorry that things are so difficult at the moment. It sounds like life is a real struggle at the moment.

All I can say is to repeat what other people on this message board have said to you - although things seem really bad at the moment, feelings do change over time. Do you know the helplines that you can phone? They can be useful if you're feeling bad at any time, day or night, just to offload. ChildLine is 0800 11 11 and Samaritans is 08457 90 90 90. The NSPCC also has a really good website for young people, where you can chat in real time to an advisor. You can find them at www.there4me.com. You can also send us a private email from this site.

In the meantime, I hope it helps to know that there are people here, like those that have left messages for you, who do care, and wish you all the very best.

Subject: Scott

scott just because your family isn't showing love doesn't mean they don't love you. Try talking to family tell them how you feel.They can't help you if they don't now what wroug. TALK IT OUT!!!

Subject: plz listen

scott plz listen just sit and think through the reasons why you want to die and talk about it to your parents and they might beable to sort it out but this probably wont make a difference but your family love you very much and would be gutted if u were to comit suicide because of you thinking they didnt give you enough love and attention that you want think over it XrachelX

Subject: don't

don't do it think about your life you would just throw it all away just like that you would cause your family grief you waste you don't have a life please don't do it keep in touch i am on here every day XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Subject: i lost my sis and i know how u feel

dont worry i am sure ur famly luv ya i tink they are worryed bout ya and watching ur actions ta see wat ur gonna do

Subject: hi scott

hi scott im so sorry ur goin through such a hard time i know kinda know how u feel ive often felt that if i died know one would care, i dont know if u have any faith at all but im gunna tell u that christianity really helped me i dont go to church or anything but recently i went to a christian festival called soul surviver and i gried at every worship sesion but i felt healed and i just want to say that its not ur time to go yet and that faith really helps u try praying or if u dont want to thats fine try writing down all the thimes u feel bad and good down and burn the bad feelings watch them going up in smoke read the good times to it will help also if you want to talk about faith or any thing u can talk to me.
hope u feel better soon ellie.

Subject: suicide

............dont do it! i lost my brother to sucide, you need to go find the love you need make your life better. my life is no good with my bro gone. no one forgets when some one takes there own life so all i can say is dont do it it may sound stupid but. just dont do it................