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message no. 1676
| Message from: sabrina, 8 Nov 2007 |
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my mummy
my mum past away on the 16.o7.o7 after a long fight of lukimia/cancer.
i was with her when she fell asleep it was horrible. it still dident sink in so i went and seen her in her coffin it was horrable it dident look like her and now that image is stuck in my head and i cant talk to people bout things cuz i just cry.
i dont know what to do anymore.
i started to self halm again and now i just dont want to be alive any more.
its my mums birthday coming up really soon and am scared of how im going to cope.x
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| Reply from: no name |
Subject: hello
im not going to tell you not to self harm or kill yourself. if you want to, i cant stop you. but im sure there would be people whod miss you, people who love you. i know if you were dead id be sad, even though i dont know you. my mum died as well. it sucks. coping sucks. i never have, but maybe you could try talking to a councilor. this might sound like something youve heard 1000000 times, but it might help, they can help you to understand what your feeling and find ways to cope. have you tried writing? maybe drawing, or talking to yourself or your mum. maybe just sitting alone and letting yourself scream and cry and let everything out. i dont think you need to worry about crying. its natural. i dont really know how to help you, except that death isnt the answere. its not another door, not just a loss of life. its something greater. no one can see beyond that door. you would be loosing alot, im sure. anyway, good luck and i hope you find a way to cope.
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