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Message from: cj

Subject: my dad
Hi, my dad passed away just under 5 months ago.  We had good times and bad.  That day just wont take the hint and leave my mind.  He was 34 years old.  I lost a friend a mentor, and my dad.  All these books about loss and grieving make me mad.  I just want to burn them all.  I miss him.  He's been there for me every day for 12 years.  At the funeral every one came I didnt know who half of the cards were from.  NOW WHAT? how do I go on?  I am so mad at the doctors.  They didnt keep a good eye on him.  His death seams so sensless. Now I have to live my life without a dad! It sucks!