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message no. 1619
| Message from: mel, 06/09 |
| Subject: my boyfriend
hi
im 17 and my boyfriend died coming upto 18months ago now. it tore me apart and was the saddest time of my life so far. i felt so helpless and i just couldnt get any words out and cried alot of the time.. But slowly things have got better and ive been able to move on as time goes on. Thankfully i have since found a new boyfriend who ive been with for just over 9months and he makes me so happy. but i just have this overwhleming fear that he will be taken away from me too and i dont think i could deal with goin through that again. i know its not likely but it makes me really upset sometimes especially if we have little arguments or anything i worry that something mite have happend to him and i wouldnt have been able to say goodbye to him and things like that..is that a stupid thing for me to be thinking?
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