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Message from: tina, posted 07/08/07

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i lost my nan three years ago she will never know how much i loved her she suffered so much towards the end i just wished it would all end and said to her its alright now go into the light see grandad i will be okay but the truth is im not i still get days ware i cry and cry she was like a mother to me nothing was too much trouble for her she would give me anything but most of all i miss her happy face her sweet smell her cuddles when im feeling down so much has changed and i know she would.nt want this but i feel lost and in a hole i just can't get out of.