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Message from: no name, posted 07/08/07

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my dad will never die as long as Iam alive, he lives in me, he was a good kind, loving, christian man. everything he did was for the family, he never done anything wrong in his live, I thought he was silly because he never took the easy way out, now I know how hard it is to set an example. it is very hard to live up to his live example, while I know I can not do it I shall try, my God it is so hard to get over him, it was so sudden and he did not suffer, he always told me since he had no brothers when I was born he held me and said this is my son and brother, even when we had fights I felt that he loved me, how do you move on from people like that? people you know that the whole human race has lost when they left. I do not know , may be one day I,ll figure out, however that day is not today so for now I mourn him with all my heart.