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Message from: Jodi, posted 07/08/07

Subject: Losing someone close

I lost my nan 3 weeks ago i dont know how to cope with it can anyone help?
My nan was in hospital with cancer we all thought she'd get better untill we were told that she had weeks to live we were all devastated and we wanted her to die at home with her family so for the last 3-4 weeks of her life she stayed at home my mum looked after her fed her washed her my mum did everything for her. it was the 25th of june 2007 i was at home because i had a sore throat i woke to the knocking at the door i opened it,it was my dad hi dad i croaked he said come on get your stuff your coming back to my house ok i croaked but he didnt take me to his house we were heading for nans flat when i got there all the family were outside crying my mum came up to me shes gone hasnt she i said tearfully yes my mum replied we hugged for ages and ages i couldn't believe it i was so upset after that and now im not much better everynight i cry and hope that next time i go to her flat shell be on the sete reading a magazine but she never is =((