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Message from: Nikki - 30 Sep 03

Subject: My little brother

about 4 weeks ago my little brother was in a relly bad accident and my dads work place and he was crushed to death. he was only 6. i am 13 and i am still totally devestaed by his death. i try to put on a brave face for my family and friends but inside i am in bits. i miss him so much.

Subject: My Sister

I lost my sister 9 yrs ago and she was 4. I was 7 at the time and I was completely devasted. The pain hasn't got less in these passing years, but you start to cope with it better. Even though it may seem as if you've got to put on a brave face, don't. You need to grieve and you should grieve, not hold it back. Losing some one is painful. Losing a brother or sister is terrible. I know what you're going through. It does get better and easier. I check the board every day, so write bac and ill always reply.
Sharon -x-

Subject: i' sorry

i'm really sorry.my little sister died a year ago. everyones proably tell in u dis but it does get easier.i did wat u did put on a brave face for my family & now im in counciling 2 times a week. it really does help 2 talk 2 people. if u ever need sum1 2 talk 2 im on here most days.XhayleyX ave a look @ message no.109

Subject: (no subject)

HIYA NIKKI I AM SO SORRY TO HERE ABOUT THE ACCIDENT. I LOST MY ANUITE 2 MONTHS AGO. I KNOW ITS HARD BUT YOU NEED TO TRY YOU BEST TO PUT IT BELIND YOU. I CANT SLEEP AT NIGHT COURSE I AM JUST SEEING MY ANUITE. IF YOU EVER WONT TO TALK PLEASE EMAIL ME ON (sorry Kelly but we can't include your email address - rd4u team) LOOF FORWARD TO TALKING TO YOU VERY SOON LUV KELLY. I CARE XX

Subject: don't worry sis!

Hi nix. I just wanted to tell you that if you wanna talk im ere 4 you. remember im your big sister and i love you. x x x

Subject: thanx

hi to everyone who replyed to me message. i know what ur all going through. i would have replyed earlya but i have not been to good so i havent been on the net. thanku all for the things that u shared and i kno it couldnt have been easay for you it woul be grate to hear from you all. lots of love,

nikki x x x
p.s. thankx kelly i kno u cant giv out ur address on the net but thanx any way.

sharon thanx for what u sed i think it is really grat that from ur loss that u are helpin others in the same boat with the word u rite.

hayley
i read ur message and now i am in contact with a counciler.thanx.

thanx to every1 even u crisXXXXXXX

Subject: 1 more thing

hi my sister posted sum pics of my little brothe on the gallery if u wnat to take a look his name is Harry if i didnt already mension it.

Nikki x x x x

Subject: Your Harry

He is absolutely gorgeous!! You should be so very proud of having such a cutie as a brother. Wen my sister died, she'd been in hospital the majority of her life and so we had hardly any pictures of her. I am so thankful for you that you have photos, because you have to remember them, and even tho you'll never forget them, its nice to see her face. Take Care and I'm here if you wana talk
Sharon -x-

Subject: its me again nikki kelly

how are u??
i hope u took in what i said. how u been feeling latery?
i am ok and i really hope u are well. please relpy soon
kelly xxx

Subject: hiya

hi sharon,
thanx. he always had that divy smile and before he died he lost his front teeth so his smile was so sweet.
im so sorry your sister had to go through goin in and out of hospital for the majority of her life, harry was lucky because he didnt know what was happenin because it happened so quickly.
hope u r ok. hope 2 hear from u soon.
Nikki x x x

Subject: hi kelly

hiya kelly,
im fine thanx, how are you?
i not be so good lately. i had to come home from school on thursday and didnt return until 2day. im ok now i think it just catches up on u sometimes, especialy when u think ur copin. how have u been?
i read what u sed about u not being able to sleep cause u see ur auntie. i kno how u feel i still cant sleep i keep imagining the accident so for me i just dont sleep i end up fallin asleep in history or a lesson like that.
well i hope u r gettin some sleep.
hope to hear from you.
love,

Nikki x x x

Subject: (no subject)

hi im glad ur ok it really hard but im glad ur sein a counciler. it will stuck @ first butit does get better. my gona loss my counciler soon because if turning 16 so i ave to go to sum one new.dont forget were here if u ever wanna chat.
XhayleyX

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