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message no. 1523
| Message from: Naomi, 01 Aug 07 |
| Subject: cancer killed my mum
Im 18 and my mum died about 2 months ago from cancer. Everything has changed. I feel as though my whole life has turned upside down and i dont even recognise my own reflection anymore. I feel kind of releived that its all over after 3 yrs of worry but then i feel guilty. My family are really supportive but my friends deny it ever happened and act really odd and awkward if i talk about my memories of her. Sometimes i just wish they would understand me. I dont like pretending she never existed to make them feel better. I suppose im sending this message to find someone who realises that life isnt full of happy ever afters and rainbows. Horrid things happen but we have to get up, brush ourselves off and keep going. Never ever give up xxx
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Reply from: Madi 07 Aug 07
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Subject : My mum
i'm so sorry to hear about your mum - my mum died just over a month ago. i was 19 - my 20th birthday was a few weeks ago. although she had been really ill for a long time it happened so suddenly and was a total shock, i miss her SO much. the pain inside me is undescribable, just trying to make myslef believe i'm never going to see her again. i have the same kind of problm you do with your freinds - they get all awkward && weird if i talk about my mum or how i'm feeling, and then i feel bad for making them feel that way. i can talk to my boyfriend but i know he doesn't really understand no matter how hard he tries, no one can understand the pain unless it's happened to them.i guess all i'm trying to say is that i'm here if you ever want to talk. the world isn't a nice place, you learn quick when something like this happens to you. take care x x x x |
| Reply from: james, 24/09/07 |
Subject : my mum died
i'm so sorry to hear about your mum - my mum died just over 10
months ago.
i was 19 - my 20th birthday was a few months away and just couple days after my mum died it was my brothers birthday.
although she had been really ill for a long time it happened so suddenly and was a total shock, i miss her SO much. the pain inside me is undescribable, just trying to make myslef believe i'm never going to see her again. i have the same kind of problm you do but my problem is i dont really have that many friends.
i can talk to my family but known one really understand.no matter how hard they try no one can understand the pain unless it's happened to them.
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