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Message from: (anon), 01 Aug 07

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You never posted me before, let's see if you will post me now. I watched my dad die in a hospital (he had cancer) he had surgery, it went bad and I watched him lie there as his hand's and ear's and feet turned from purple to black because he was not getting enough air cause they cut out half of his lung. and finally I took my mother into a room and said we have to let him go, he's not going to pull out of this. I told the nurse to stop treatment and then watched him die infront of me. I've not been myself since then, I've been drinking alot. If I ever get cancer I would rather die at home than be chopped up at some hospital and made to lie there until I die.