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Message from: kkkkkkkkkk, 20 Feb 07

Subject: death

my best friend died 1 year ago of cancer and i know it sounds strange but i have had alot goin on and been trying to put it at the back of my head obviosly ive been really upset and thought i was coping but ive been feeling so down does it ever go away i feel like noone understands mee i knew my friend was goin to die but i thought that i had done everything that i could i visited all the timee and always phoned but i now feel so guilty i should have done more i dont know what i never feel happy and im always sad im just 14 years old that was the age of my friend she never did anything wrong so why should she have been taken its not fair. but if any1 has any advice i would be very grateful thank yoo xxx