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Message from: lonely, 12 Feb 07

Subject: need help

i lost my mum in november 05 ever since then i have had mixed feelings but recently i have been feeling really upset, loosing sleep and even suicidel feelings . plzz if anyone can help me or has been in a similiar situation plzz help me out i need u.

Subject: coping

My mum died recently aswell, i feel my life has lost purpose, i did lots because of her she made me believe in myself sending me to a new school helping me achieve good grades. Always there to guide me, even though she was ill. Now i honestly feel i have nothing to live for nothing feels good anymore everything from January 5th onwards is tainted with pain. Sometimes i feel suicidal not actually thinking about doing it but i just want to be with her and feel that is the only way to relieve my pain. I hate this world. I often lose sleep to sometimes i dream about her then i wake up and realise she isnt there and it really kills me inside. I keep wondering WHY, of all the murderers, paedophiles, junkies scum bags why take the most important person in my life. I wish i could go back to how i was i feel so lonely, the worst thing is i have to try and go on as normal wake up go to school pretend to be happy. i find it really hard especially because there is nothing i can do to change it my life will never be complete again i will always have that pain. Its a cruel evil world.

Subject: I Understand

Hey,
I lost my nan just over a year ago now and at first it didn't affect me but as time's gone on I too have been experiencing the same things as you.
You're not alone I promise you.

Anytime.
x

Subject: i know

i know just how u feel. mi dad died and i wanted 2 end mi life but u'v got to remember that u r gonna feel happy again. just remember all of the gud times that u'v had with ur mum and u will feel better and get sum more sleep soon.
catherine.

Subject: im sorry about what happened

my nana died in 1999 and i still wanna her to be here b now some ppl would like to get on in life but ill rememer my nana for the rest of my life my step dad dont treat me very good and she used to punch him for me it would be her son in law and dont feel suicidle about it u proberbly gota good life in front of you like you might have a good carrer im not sayin forget about it just dont blame yourself plz make sure this message gets to you and hope you have a good life from mike.

Subject: (no subject)

I know how you feel I lost my mom is sept 2005 and every since then its hard to even get up in the morning.