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Message from: TINA, 08 Feb 07

Subject: XMAS

How many of you just made it through on xmas day, i have to say it was my worst yet, although my dad has been dead 16 years and this was the 2nd year without my lovely mum i really found it hard. I think last year i was still all over the place as it had only bean 3 months since i had found my mum asleep snd unable to wake her up, that last xmas was just a complete blur. This year i went to my boyfriends mums house and had a horrible time, i just felt isolated again, luckily i had been ill so i made my excuses at 6pm and went home by myself and had a good cry and settled on the sofa with my quilt i was so pleased to be home by myself that way i didnt have to pretend to anyone i was happy and enjoying xmas...will be very glad when its all over.