| Subject: my grandad i love you
: ( i want to steal my grandad back for one more day : (
Everyday since you left, my heart turns to stone, my mind numbs...
I pray for a miracle that I'll come home and you'll be there...
How can the world be so cruel and take you away from us??
I wish you were here so much it hurts,
If I don't think about it, your still there and it happened but it isn't real,
When I think about it, the sadness is suffocating, so unbearable.
Each day is meant to get easier, but how?
Each day is a day longer with the realisation you aren't here, and aren't coming back
You aren't going to give me a hug again it hurts so much to know you are gone ,
I don't think my heart will ever piece itself back together, the day you died so did half of me,
You are my grandad and now you're gone.....
I want you back.
Everyone tells me to carry on with life, it's what you would have wanted, but how do they know? How am I meant to carry on and laugh? I feel like I'll never be happy inside again...when I think of you, I can't smile, even the happy memories...it just makes me sadder to know that your never coming back.
I thought the other day, you aren't happy now, are you? How can you be?
If you look down on us, all you will see is sadness, and who is there for you wherever you are??
My Grandma ...but no one else.
I can't even try and hold onto the thought you were taken away,
I didn't know I was never going to see you again
If I did, I would have said how much I loved you
Y did you have to go....?
I cry so many tears for you, it's untrue, with every tear maybe some of the pain slips away,
but to me with every tear it gets more painful....
If tears were anything...you'd be here...
I love you so much xxxxxxx : (
love you loads grandaughter vikki xxx |
