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Message from: ellie, 12 Jan 07

Subject: My stepdad

I lost my stepdad on 24th December 2005 and its coming up to the time of his death soon and i just feel so sad and lonely and want to talk to someone my own age who has gone through this. his name was pete and me and my family lost him to a brave battle of leukemia. i know hes not my real dad but to me he was the best dad i have ever had. he was there for me and my mum and he gave us such good memories and i know its been a year already, but i still cant believe that i will never see him again. some people can't remember certain things about funerals but i remember evevry bit of it. i will always love him and and even though i will never see him again i know i have lots of good memories of him.