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Message from: Laura, 24 Dec 06

Subject: my daddy

my dad also died but only a month ago and i cant get over it.If u saw him u would be like.."Him?! he died?! he dont look like the person that would die just like that!?"
and well he was only 35 and he knew that he wouldnt make it to 37.
he knew! if he knew he should have been carefull!!!!
but no.....he left me...he also took a big chunk of my heart and soul with him.
I thought God hated me for WEEKS
that is until i saw him in one of my dreams telling me he loved me and holding my hand.After that all i had was nightmares from then on....i dont kno wat he is trying to say to me!!
my hearts empty and hollow....i need my farther in my live....not just my mother...but i need both parents in order to survive...not one!!
no please not one parent...i cant cry no more his funeral was bad enough and not to mention seeing family members i havent seen since i was 5!!
i just need him back and that is all!!

Subject: i lost my dad

i also lost my dad when he was 35 he was fine one minute then got ill the next minute.
it was a big shock and i was sad i still am because he only died just over a week ago i have'nt been to to the funeral yet and i wish he was still here to give me a big hug.