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Message from: katie, 17 Dec 06

Subject: suicide

my dad commited suicide on june 17 2004, days before fathers day and 2 weeks before his 50th birthday. i still think of him everyday. people say it gets easier with time but i seem to find it harder day by day, missing him more and more. i can talk to my friends but when i do i feel like im just feeling sorry 4 my self so i hold back. ive been depressed since the day he did it. i have thought so many times about killing myself, but relise that i would never put the people i love through that, cause i know only to well the pain that it causes. my dad had over 100 people at his funeral and he thought he had noone to live 4, if only he knew.