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Message from: kim, 27 Nov 06

Subject: some one help!!!!!!!!!!

I lost my brother last christmas and then this year i have lost my uncle,my 1 year old and 3 year old baby sisters and im to affrad to get close to the rest of me family and i cut my self so i can just relise my anger out of me and i feel like jumping in front of a train or jumpin of a brige plezzzzz help.

Subject: (no subject)

kim. its a good name. every name is good. every person is good. most people are too good. too good to forget, too good to die, too good. you are too good. i know what its like to stand, absolutly still, and forget everything, so that i dont grab a knife a bury it in me. christmas is not about presants, its about the spirit and the spirit is created by people. people are christmas. if someone is gone, then christmas is gone. for a while. then there are more people and different spirit. its still christmas, but its new. the old and the people will stay with us forever. let them. let them live in youre heart and let them admire you. let them see youre anger, it is for them. let them see youre sadness also, it is for them. let them see youre happyness, it is a part of them, it is because of them, it is them.
i dont know how this will help if at all, but there you go, you asked for help, thats what i have to give.
eliza

Subject: Dont jump...

Hi, I understand why you are feeling so angry at the world..you feel as if life's unfair and probably some guilt at not being able to say all the stuff you wanted to and teach your sisters things? Try and do lots of things to remember them..and also try not to withdraw from those close to you..value them even more and channel your anger into extra portions of love toward those that are left-its not their fault.
Take Care

Subject: Help...

Suicide definately aint the answer and you have probably heard this alot before but believe me it aint. I lost a friend to suicide just 2 weeks ago, and i dont wish that upon anyone. I also used to cut and think about suicide, but after experiencing the hurt and anger suicide causes i changed my mind.

Subject: i lost my uncle too

i no how ur feeling i lost my uncle and my cuzon and my nan nan and grandad and grandad dont do any think get hlep.

Subject: help is here

u may feel tht u cant get close to no-one but u can just show them how u feel and they will help u, try taliking to friends, neighbours. there is help every where. at schools, youth centres anywhere dont be afraid. hope this has helped u.

Subject: (no subject)

dont jump in front of a train. it would probably hurt. not only would it hurt you physically, but the rest of youre familly and youre friends. you say that you are affraid to get close to youre familly. well the only thing i can say in return is get close to youre familly. if they did die, youd then feel that youd taken the time to get to know them better, and if they dont theyll help you and be like a friend. youre familly is probably also unhappy like you, and you all have no idea how to comfort each other. so just show them how much you love them. dont be affraid to get close to them, or the chance to do so may pass, or it may not. it may be that theyll live to be old , happily . and youll not know youre familly. i dont think im much good at helping, because my heads in a muddle, but i hope this helps you some.
eliza