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Message from: lauren, 29 Oct 06

Subject: my brother

its been just over a year now and things dont seem to have changed, i think of ways that i could see him but then remember their is no way. my dad is still really angry so its hard to talk. i feel isoleated and alone my friend just dont understand and just keep saying 'its ages ago now' everyday i want to screem but somehow you keep it in even when your at your worse just keep remembering what would they want?

Subject: your loss

Hi Lauren,
I read your message and it was as though i had written it myself. I lost my sister 2 years ago on Nov 13th. I to can't get my head around it and still think of her everyday. My friends also think it was a long time ago but don't understand how much is hurts still, it feels like yesterday. I can't talk to my mum or dad as my mum just cries and like your dad my dad is also very angry still. I feel so alone as the one person i always spoke to was my sister and i miss the silly little things so badly. Keep talking to your brother aloud and try to explain to your friends just how much it hurts, you can always talk to me as i know what the loss is like. Take care of yourself and live life like he would want you to x